Am I on the brink of insanity?

Hi! I have had depression since I was 15, I am now 35. There is help for you, I have taken Meds,for all these years and depended on the lord. Thats how I made it all these years. Do you have another family member you can talk to, about taking you to a Doctor. You really need to, you are worth it. Not worthless because of quitting school, when people take drugs its to stop the pain of depression. I have a Nephew, that quit school because of depression. You are not alone in this. Depression hurts every aspect in your life, and destorts things, makes problems look bigger. You are not Insane by a long shot you just need help! Ask Jesus to help, he is a friend I have found that is there in the pain and when I feel good. I am bi- polar. God bless! Gia I will pray for you!