OMG please tell me im not crazy!?

ok 1st of all thank for reading i swear im a sane person lol...however i have been having this feeling lately i say the last 6 months...I feel more connected to something..i say something because i have no idea what this something is...gosh its sound absolutely insane now that i actually put this all in words...im not all all relgious per say...im more spiritual i have just felt this way forever, i all ways just felt closer to nature and people..id just say im more in tune with them...now a little more backstory(hope i dnt bore u) my grandmother claims to be "psychic" i personally do not belive this bs but life latley is making it harder to ignore this crap. My grandmothers family immirgated to america from france my greatgrandmother was some famous spiritualist, she would hold seancess and things like that...it was around the 1930's right around the time my gma was born...she has told me of her sneaking into these seances and i thuoght that may of affected her mentally...idk well she told me her gma told her it skips a generation this so called "psychic" abilities would be in her...fuel to the fire if u ask me...however....she does have good gut feelings and sometimes has a hint of future proceedings...now my question i have been feeling more connected to something i feel like something is coming or were going to learn something or something bad or good is going to happen...i just feel this giant anxoius feeling and i dnt have a inkling of what the hell it is...now if these so called psychic abilities could they somehow be affectiing my current feeling??? Idk...i doubt i made much sense but any reply would help i dnt want to be like my gma psycho babbled into beliveing something that isnt there..