How do i feel y for my guy..?

am caught some where between a tomboy and the girll next door. my hair is long and layerd, i would rather where guy jeans than any girls lol. i dont like them to tight on my but or thighs.. i where girl tee shirts"fitted but not slutty" i have a big bra size, but i dont like to show off cleveage.i where my make up light. and natural lookin i guess. i'd rather grow my nails out then get fake ones, and i have never been one for tanning beds. so im a pale as hell.. i dont mind burping or farting in front of my friends, i dont make it a spectical, but i dont run and hide either. i cus, i spit, i like beer. i slouch. i get along with both guys and girls. i like jewlery. i go to the gym because i dont believe in dieting. my boyfrined finds me pretty, he and most my family say i look like drew barrymore.. i think she prettier tho lol. i have gotten more fiminine since i got older(im now in my early 20s). i have always felt akward trying to be y. i jus dont know what is. i dont feel right when i go out in public dressed like chick outa the magizine. now i have 3 kids, and im inding it harder than ever to be y for my guy.. what are some sudtle way i can try to be y?? im jus not sure